Wednesday, October 28, 2009

A Psychology Gamble

My life is a mess at the moment. One of ours once said : ''You tend to get emotional when exam period is near.'' I wouldn't agree more. As a matter of fact, she's right. I tend to over think when I'm all stressed up.


Been arguing with my sisMay a lot recently. All of these issues happened because of the car. sisMay took away the car me and my mom shared as she need it for her job. For the past weeks, I have been asking for helps from my friends to send me home. Appreciate it!
The absent of the car made me realize how badly we need a extra car in the house.
Unfortunately, the day we're getting a car is still to be left unknown...


I was a naive boy who never speak vulgar. To be honest, I only knew the word ''FUCK" (Highlight needed. Not suitable for minor) when I was in Form 3, mind you.
But not anymore.
''You practically use it every now and then'', one of my friends told me this.
Time seems to be manipulating the nature in me. Is it true that change is the only unchanged thing in the world?

If that is the case, I really don't want to grow up. Unfortunately, that's impossible.
For some of the people, they think that speaking vulgar brings out manness in the guy. But I strongly object that statement. To me, it's a sign of disrespect.
Is it possible for me to stop all of these? Only time has the answer.


It's a game of psychology, after all.

2 comments:

Timothy Lim said...

speaking vulgar not only makes yourself lose value, but also the way people will look at your family too..vulgar is really NOT cool..i m sure u can grow out out of it..

aaron said...

If you see it from the other way round, vulgar it just a language abused by mankind. it's like salt, it spices up the tone and used too much it turns the whole thing upside down. it's just how the way you phrase it IMO.