Blogging Grows People Up

i'm in a state of emo-ing at the moment. didn't expect myself to be blogging again since my last post is like yesterday. but i wouldn't want this feeling to fade away while blogging about this. it would lose the meaning of the post. i was reading pinkpau's blog as usual, and by reading from one sentence follow by another, it made my heart emptier and emptier.

reasons?

1. being in msia
since i was young, i always wanted to leave this corrupted country and spread my wings in foreign country. i knew that the cost was going to be high but that is the chance that i was willing to take. watching Forbes on E! made me envy of the foreign lifestyle. but when it was the time for me to choose between local and overseas, i chose to remain being here. maybe i wouldn't want to regret when i'm there(cost is too high for me to regret) reading this post make me realize that i never will have the opportunity - exploring city, backpacking, staying in hostel(i know that i can leave home and stay at Sunway hostel, but it isn't the same), blindly trying to fit in the foreign lifestyle for the first few weeks or even months as a TEEN. FYI, pinkpau was blogging about the things she take for granted.

2. sister
she was always annoyed when i asked for explanation. i asked for it basically almost everywhere - movie, reading blogs and even article. being with her, the feeling was just indescribable. i can still remember the incident where i fought with her on the exact same day she's leaving. as if it just happened yesterday(can't believe how time flies and she's coming back in less than 2 months time) reading pau's blog made me feel how pathetic my language and general knowledge is. i even need to refer to online dictionary by just reading her post. how i wish you were here by my side, letting me annoy you by the endless question of definition. do you allow me to annoy you for the rest of your life? do you still remember how aunt bee choo used to say that the relationship between siblings will fade as they grow older? it ain't going to happen :)


P/S : try reading with post with an emotional feelings. wait! you can't do that. you just finished reading it. okay. okay. try thinking back of the post with emotional feelings. haha! cheers!

Ms Lok Memorable Day, 11th May

just finished my whole t3 textbook revision 10++ hours ago. been doing a little of control account reconciliation practice since this noon. managed to balance majority of the accounts. let's have a toast. weee.. i would like to thank my parents for giving birth to me and paying my fees to study ACCA. *giggle*

H1N1 - 2009 outbreak virus. all thanks to mexico, i might lose the opportunity to visit UK. miss seeing my dear sister wearing the robe, proudly receiving her certificate. miss experiencing the weather, culture and lifestyle there. and of course miss the chance to visit brighton beach. im just joking, sis. don't u dare tell mom. well, all my dreams will be scattered if UK is affected. IF IF IF..


am heading back to my former school tomorrow.my form 4&5 physic teacher, miss lok got married on monday, 11th May. hopefully i get to pass through the front guard and prevent my discipline teacher from knowing my presence through the cctv.

Life Is A Mess

looking back at the events that happened for the past months, I realized my life had been a mess. sometimes when someone find me in messenger, after awhile of chatting, they would stopped as i was told that i did not reply. actually, i did. but my horrible internet connection didn't send out my message. it still failed after endless times of trying. by seeing this message, for those who think that this incident did happened between us, i hope u understand that i didn't mean to do it on purpose :(

the pressure of having exam every 6 months sucks. Still trying hard to balance the time between my entertainment and my studies. sigh. have been rejecting outings lately as I'm really lazy to get out from the house. double sigh. 24 hours is just not enough for me to use.

did u noticed that in this post, i did not use any capital letters? am trying to imitate pinkpau's style of blogging. haha. okay. back to studying now.

A Dull Study Leave

A friend of mine have been complaining of how little I've been updating lately. Saw my sister's message in my chatterbox and surprisingly she thinks the same too. She even thought something bad happened to me. Haha! U wish, girl!

Let's do some updating in this post. Went to Lee Hom's concert last Saturday. All I can say that it was expectantly awesome. But regretted for not getting a more expensive ticket though. Didn't get to see him face-to-face while I only able to see him through the big screen.

Picture Courtesy to K. Shaun

I'm relieved that I finally recovered from my fever. Was infected on 21st April and reinfected again on around 30th April. Now I'm finally recovered. Still having a cough and slight sore throat. But no big deal though. Don't worry! Can't wait to have my taste buds back and start eating. Sigh.

Carl's Jr. is gonna be one 1st stop.

Am having a 1 month study leave at the moment. Well, it's actually less than a month now. Going to have my finals in June 3th, 4th and 5th. Currently struggling with my T3 as a result of having a fucked up lecturer. Glad that I never have to see that face ever again.